Saturday, April 25, 2020
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To my dear,
I love you so much and it breaks my heart how much more I still learn about you from the stories and perspectives of others. You were an amazing woman and I'm so proud of how far you've came even within these few years. I can't thank you enough for everything you've done for me and still have God continue to do. He's been sending signs (to me personally) letting me know that you're OK. Just today the lady from down the complex brought us over homemade stuff cabbage. In my mind I can't help but think that's you because that was a dish you made exclusively for me. The day you died it started snowing and as mom pointed out you loved the snow. One of the very first pictures I looked at had "P.G." written on the back of it. Everybody who knows me knows that P.G. for me, is the acronym of my business. The business in which you was my first participating client. I miss you! I listen to so many songs that remind me of you from Jaci Velasquez to Selena and Michael W. Smith. Grandpa is hurting and I'm trying my best to take care of him. I hate leaving him, but I know this is something we all have to adapt to. I'm trusting God and confidently knowing that you are there with Him. I can't wait to see and hug you. I can't wait to hear you tell me how good I smell or just simply say, "Hi Dear." Night time and early mornings are my breakdown times. I pray to God and then I talk to you. I still can't understand this situation, but until we meet again just know that you are missed and dearly loved. I love you dear! -Tomas (your toonsy)